Uncertain.

For the first 18 years of your life everything is planned for you. When you are in 3rd grade, you know next year you will be in 4th grade - and so forth all the way up to 12th grade. Then you graduate from high school and everyone takes their own path. But for the most part these different paths are still composed of basically predictable parts. I went to college where I knew after freshman year came sophomore year and so forth. I even followed a planned "course map" mandated by the food science department. Now that phase of my life is over and I'm married, working, and living on a foreign coast - and everything seems a bit more uncertain. Not uncertain on a day to day basis as most of my weeks are the same, but uncertain in the long 5-10 year run. Part of me thinks this uncertainty is exciting. Nathan and I can make whatever we want out of our lives. We can go anywhere, do anything, and decided for ourselves. A lot of times I sit and think about all the possibilites and adventures we have in store. Its just a matter of realizing what goals are most important and going for them. But another part of me feels really anxious about all this uncertainty. It seems like we have a lot of big decesions to make in the next year or so in regard to careers, where to live, family, and so forth. I feel blessed that we don't have to make all these decesions on our own though. Thanks to prayer that is. It is crazy to think that unlike the last 10 years of my life, I have no idea where I'll be in the next 5 even 2 years! But how awesome is it I get to decide? Because there is no 23th grade.